Honestly, I'm not sure when I'm gonna be done with the new site. I'm currently trying to work with MySQL database while trying to keep up with my studies.

I'm mad disappointed in myself right now. Though everyone, teachers, friends and my parents tell me I should be proud, I really hate myself right now. I got my grades for my exam and I'm really not happy about it. I got a 3.0 on my chemistry exam. I'm happy I didn't fail, but I'm so upset because I know I'm capable of a 3.5. I got a 3.0 on my math exam, and I started crying when I got home. That is the second highest score in my class.. and my dad's really happy about it because dang, that exam was really hard. My teacher is okay about it, but she expected better from me. I expected better from myself. I know I'm capable of a 4.0 on that exam. I had a 147/171. only 10 more points and I would of had a 3.5 and I'd be really happy. Then my faith exam, I had a 2.5, because I missed an essay question. ><;; If I did that essay question I woulda gotten a 3.0. I thought it was an extra credit question so I didnt bother to do it because it was something like "Name 3 ways of how your faith grew after you've taken this class" and honestly, that class made me lose my faith so that's why I didnt do it. But if I knew I had to do it then I woulda lied or something and gotten a 3.0 >_> and now history. dang I failed that history exam so bad. LOL. it was a really easy exam but history is the most boring subject to me, and I was studying but the next morning i forgot everything i just studied so i just winged it. lol. Overal, the grades I was mostly disappointed in were my chemistry and math exams. =/ Now my goal for next quarter is 3.5's in everything and a 4.0 in math. lol. I will not except the fact that a 3.5 in math and a 3.0 in chem is the best I can do. O_o I know I can get 4.0's in those classes.  and how this effects my web designing is I'm gonna be spending much more time focusing on my grades then anything the rest of the year. I just realized, those were my first B+'s on exams. arghh. ><;;

Arghh, I got out early today, and I finished my hw, but I'm gonna be studying really hard for history and chem today. But for the next hour I'll be working with mysql.

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