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| I swear, I'm not slacking off on purpose. T_T Because the school year is coming to an end, that means final exams are coming up. I have a 3.5 avg right now. T____T even in math! AHHHH! the world's coming to an end. T___T My math teacher has been picking on me and pushing me more then anyone else in the class. =.= wth. Plus I'm her only student out of all of her classes in school that has a 4.0 avg in her class. She's trying to find every little flaw in me to prevent me from my perfect grade. T__T ahh so sad. I'm passing history with an A. O_O that's the first time in my life i've ever gotten an A in history. xD But once final's get around, my GPA is gonna drop dramatically. Chemistry is killing me. My teacher isn't even teaching anything and the next day we have a test.... I failed two test with a C in chemistry! but I still made 6 4.0's and 1 3.5 so I still have a 3.5 avg for chemistry. History I'm definately gonna fail, same with spanish. And english.. I'm not even sure what's going on in that class anymore... She said my research paper is good, but she gives me a B........ wth. She gave me an A for my outline. And everyday we're drawing random useless things in english now. =.=; How the heck is drawing WEATHER FORCAST gonna help me in life? =.=;; I'm failing spanish like always. I'll bring up my spanish grade to a 2.5 or a 3.0 at least this marking period. I can't get into honors or get a scholarship because I'm failing spanish.... Rawr. Every year it's like that, I get all A's on my report card, but when you get to the bottom I get 1 C. @_@; not even a B but a C. @_@; I'm a perfectionist. I'm crazy about my grades. I don't get a 4.0 on a math test and I cry like it's the end of the world. Seriously. If you saw me in school, I bet you'd throw a shoe at me because I think a 3.5 or anything lower is failing. I got a 2.5 on a quiz once, but not because i didnt get the right answer, but because my teacher was like "you didnt label your points on the graph so i marked it wrong." and i'm like wtf. i did label my points but not on the graph. i labeled the vertex and whatnot on the side. =.= and i cried and gave everyone the silent treatment the rest of the day. I think she just likes to see me cry. T_T I seriously do have the worse teachers in school and i'm not just saying that because i can't get a 4.0 in every class a 3.5 is good enough for me [except math]. I'm not that much of a nerd, but because all my teachers are new this year and they either are too strict because they came from teaching a college to a highschool (math teacher) or they came from teaching 6th grade to highschool. (english teacher) or they just can't teach. (chem teacher). gah. enough rambling on about school.. i need to stop stressing myself out before i die from it. xP OKAY. back to matter's of my website. WELL. I know it's been like5 months. I was suppose to get it open 5 months ago. but SCHOOL. always coems first. and on my free time i'm reading tutorials and learning more about php and mysql. i was done, but i want to make more adjustments and i need help with that because i can't find tutorials that can help me and yea. I will definately have the site up by summer. most likely by my birthday or after exams. kk. I'm gonna go study. I have 3 quizes tomorrow. T_T and chem hw from a chapter we didnt even start.. =.=;;;;; --Mya//H3av3nxAng3l | | |
| Hehe, well. if you haven't notice, I've been extremely lazy lately. xP I was suppose to get the new web page up by NEW YEARS but ugh. I'm getting side tracked. lol. I'm basically done, I just have to splat all my stuff on there. blehh. I'll get it done eventually. Anyways, I've been doing extraordinarily well in school. I just got my report card for the third quarter and besides spanish, I have straight A's. :]]] I have a C in spanish. ROFL. oh well. I'll bring it up this marking period. or at least atempt. I use spanish as a study period pretty much. xDD Life's been good for me. But I know a whole lot of drama is gonna start up this month. ><;;; I can't really do anything to prevent it this time. x_x; It's wrong choosing between friends and yea. RAWR! I need motivation to get my new web page done asap! I'm just sooooo lazyy, but in general I'm 95% done. Dx rawrr~ Motivation pleasee. T_T NOTE: I AM NOT TAKING ANY NEW AFFILIATES AT THE MOMENT. When I get my new site up, I will not be taking affiliates from many xanga's but I will gladly exchange links with you. <Edit> April 15, 2007. Bad news... I was planning on working on my new website this week and have it finished soon, but whn i was in computer class, I finished my work 20 mins before the bell and i went to work on my new website but just recently they blocked my new web host too! ughhhh. I have to find a web host that isn't blocked on school's computer system's now. T__T </Edit> --Mya//H3av3nxAng3l | | |
| Honestly, I'm not sure when I'm gonna be done with the new site. I'm currently trying to work with MySQL database while trying to keep up with my studies. I'm mad disappointed in myself right now. Though everyone, teachers, friends and my parents tell me I should be proud, I really hate myself right now. I got my grades for my exam and I'm really not happy about it. I got a 3.0 on my chemistry exam. I'm happy I didn't fail, but I'm so upset because I know I'm capable of a 3.5. I got a 3.0 on my math exam, and I started crying when I got home. That is the second highest score in my class.. and my dad's really happy about it because dang, that exam was really hard. My teacher is okay about it, but she expected better from me. I expected better from myself. I know I'm capable of a 4.0 on that exam. I had a 147/171. only 10 more points and I would of had a 3.5 and I'd be really happy. Then my faith exam, I had a 2.5, because I missed an essay question. ><;; If I did that essay question I woulda gotten a 3.0. I thought it was an extra credit question so I didnt bother to do it because it was something like "Name 3 ways of how your faith grew after you've taken this class" and honestly, that class made me lose my faith so that's why I didnt do it. But if I knew I had to do it then I woulda lied or something and gotten a 3.0 >_> and now history. dang I failed that history exam so bad. LOL. it was a really easy exam but history is the most boring subject to me, and I was studying but the next morning i forgot everything i just studied so i just winged it. lol. Overal, the grades I was mostly disappointed in were my chemistry and math exams. =/ Now my goal for next quarter is 3.5's in everything and a 4.0 in math. lol. I will not except the fact that a 3.5 in math and a 3.0 in chem is the best I can do. O_o I know I can get 4.0's in those classes. and how this effects my web designing is I'm gonna be spending much more time focusing on my grades then anything the rest of the year. I just realized, those were my first B+'s on exams. arghh. ><;; Arghh, I got out early today, and I finished my hw, but I'm gonna be studying really hard for history and chem today. But for the next hour I'll be working with mysql. --Mya//H3av3nxAng3l | | |
| Okay well, today i just took my first Highschool exam. It was my chemistry exam. (Yes, I take real chem as a frosh) If I didnt mention before, more then half my class, about 75% of my class is failing chemistry with either a D or an F. I have a horrible teacher. @_@; I'm not kidding, she really didn't teach us a thing that was on the exam. I've been studying for my chemistry exam since before break! That's why I havent even gotten my new web page up yet. But i promise it'll be up by the end of this month. Anyways, that exam was like wow. I know i got a really good grade, because for 3 weeks i've been re-reading 6 chapters over and over, I even outlined all 6 chapters. which was 200 pages. and my outline came out to be about 70-80 pages. I'm up til 2 in the morning every night studying JUST for chemistry! But the retarded thing is, there were 110 questions on the exam and about 10 of them I never ever learned nor found in the book!! my teacher has never tought us anything! and she didnt make up the exam, another chem teacher did. My next exam is on monday and it's math. I'm not gonna study much for that. haha. I never study for a math exam. ever. and the lowest grade i've ever gotten on a math exam was a 93. haha. I know this material from last year, I so regret not taking the Math AP test at the beginning of the year. I woulda passed that with a perfect 4.0 the only exam that im worried about is my history exam. there are a lot of facts i needa remember and history is my worse subject. x_X Okay enough with that. Since today's friday, I'm gonna be taking a break from the books and web designing a bit and just relaxing most of today. i've been stressing for weeks for that ONE exam. x_x;; --Mya//H3av3nxAng3l | | |
| As a New Years Resolution, I've decided that I'm definitely moving off Xanga. I'm currently at the beginning of my winter break, and I wanted to get my new site up and running by Christmas, but seeing as I have so much to do, I don't think I can finish all of that in such little time. So by new years, I'll have a new site up and running. :] I'm moving off xanga for a couple reasons. 1. I just don't feel at home on Xanga anymore. Xanga is such a crowded place, and I use to be one of the most active web designers around, but for the past year, I haven't been able to find anytime to even sign on Xanga. Now that I'm in high school, one of the best private schools around here, I'm stuck doing homework til 2 in the morning! I don't even have a social life anymore. [lol] 2. I know this is a little weird, but next semester, which is when I come back from break, I have computer classes, and all schools block xanga, myspace, etc. Having xanga as a web host feels..unprofessional. I'm proud of my work, but I'm not as proud of my web host only because it's so unprofessional, it's blocked in every school's computer system. Xanga has been a great web host for me in the last 4 years, but I think I need to move on to something better. 3. Since I dont have time to do much on my site anymore, another reason why I'm moving off is because I feel like I need a more independent web host. Only reason why I used xanga as a web host in the first place was because I liked taking request from people, but requests have been closed for exactly a year now.. literally. At this time last year, I went on a hiatus because I went n a family break to Vietnam. And when I got back, my status dropped tremendously. When I came back, I opened request. Before I went on break, I use to get about 5-8 request a day. But when I came back from break, I only had 3-5 request a week. So every since then I just kept request closed. I just dont have time anymore to take request so I see no point in staying on Xanga. My life in the past year has changed a lot from when the first 2 years I started on Xanga. My parents gave me more freedom this year so I took advantage of it and went out with friends. And on August 23, 2006, I met the love of my life and I've been spending most of my free time with him. I'm always busy. Either with school or with friends. There's never a time where I'm bored or just have nothing to do. I could always study, call my boyfriend, and if he's busy and I'm too tired studying, that's when I open up photoshop and design some things at the top of my head. And if I'm ever not in the mood for that, I could just sign on Maplestory and fool around a bit. There's always something for me to do. But my boyfriend and my studies always come first. I love web designing. It's been my passion for years and I'm not gonna give it up. But my goal in life is to be a Vet because I absolutely adore animals. :] Yes I'm moving off xanga, but it's gonna take a while because it's gonna take a lot of work because im working from complete scratch. Plus I needa understand PHP and how to work with MySQL. Using xanga as a web host is using the easy way out to impress someone. In the past week I've been working and messing around with my new web host, studying and understanding how things work, and I realized it's a lot harder then how it looks. I thought it'd be quite simple like xanga, but it's a bit complicated. I have a lot to learn. The thing with xanga is, on every page the layout is the same. All you have to do is edit what xanga gave you, the look and feel. But on a web host, if you dont know how to work with PHP, you're gonna have to change every single page's layout one by one. You really are working from complete scratch when using a real web host. It's overwhelming, yet exciting. I'm looking forward to working with a new web host. Using xanga as a web host isnt impressive. Especially compared to using a real web host and working from complete scratch. but I do admit, I've had a great time working on Xanga, and everything I know about web designing, html codes, and graphics were from the people of xanga. The person that inspires me most on xanga is Celestial Abyss. Her work is absolutely amazing and people can't appreciate it. :[ I say good luck to her and her works in the future. :D EDIT-- 12/30/07 Change of Plans. Ahhhhhh. I AM moving off of xanga, but It's gonna take way more time then I thought.. I'm not sure when I'll get it up and ready, but I'll try to get it done sometime in Jan. --Mya//H3av3nxAng3l | | |
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